I am not the type who expresses everything to anyone not even my close buddies. I just feel it is safest with me than letting another person knows what's up on my mind. Although that's my preference but sometimes i do wish i am able to open up like the rest and share to ask opinions but.. oh well, i am learning.
Things change over the years. People need to accept the changes and live with it but sometimes it's not easy when it involves your emotions in it. You cant pretend to be the same like the past, it's just awkward at times. But i would prefer to stay quiet and keeps the feelings to myself so that i wont cause a mess and just go with the flow. That's just me.
So, not many know my ups and downs and maybe even when i pass away one day i would choose not to let people know? Lol.
It's not true what you see on the surface sometimes until you take the effort and time to dig through it =]
