Good food has been haunting me. It's calling me. Sirens going on and on. The food here has not been satisfying, it just makes me want to eat more because it is not satisfying. Last time, getting McD is so easy, now.. it is like far beyond my reach. Food seriously affects my mood. I have no idea how it started but food plays a vital role in my life.

Second thing, at university phase, it's not easy to get exercises with answers and solutions. They are so limited and only with a book reference i am counting on. When I want to be all hardworking and staying focus, I have no materials to do so. During form 6, I have all the materials I needed and I did not bother to look over. This feels like a payback. Revenge from education, letting me feel how is it like to be neglected =.=

Next, I don't think I like to deal with the machines, things that got to do with mechanical? I guess? Tiny circuits interest me more perhaps?

I have a favor to ask. Can you give me ?

I need guidance. I need protection. I need wisdom. I need strategy. I need courage. I need energy. I need direction.

I am not asking too much. I suppose.