Sunday, August 7, 2011

To Leave

How easy is it to leave? Leaving your family, partner, friends and etc? Being away from somewhere your comfort zone lies.. Im so attached to what i feel good. So, leaving it is actually difficult for me. If you are away but just a short distance, it's alright. Not when you're miles away and to meet up is counting by months. This is a test i know. A test where not everyone takes but God arranged. Able to live through it or not, not depending only on me. But also the other half/party.

The feeling is so reluctant right now. One side of my brain is thinking why cant i be simple and take up something over here while the other side thinking why not accept this challenge and give a try what lies in front of me. Who actually knows what's the correct pathway to lead. People do seek fortune tellers for their lives ahead. Sometime i thought of giving a try, but im just too afraid of what answer will be given to me. What if its bad and knowing you have a rough road ahead is depressing.

If it's not meant to be mine, why force? I guess there is always something waiting for me in the future =]

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